on my way

19 November 2006

I love it when people try to get me to change my mood or expression. They're either angry or trying to get me excited. I give them the same face as the one I have on when I eat lunch, take a bus ride or read a book. I'm not emotionally shut down. Or at least, I'm better than four months ago. And it has been four months since I shed a tear during service... it is not an indicator of anything, but aren't there times when one just wants to cry? Hmm... I think my behaviour annoys them. Which is fine with me actually, since I'm not obliged to respond the way others want, right? And it's not like I'm throwing any heat at them either.

So I have still have no idea why fjhdsagljhsflghlgjkhfklaj
I'm supposed to pay for the class chalet.
(For the true meaning of this gibberish, ask me.)

"you should look back sometimes & think about the happy times you had instead of the bad experiences. cheer up:D life's not that bad even though you do get frustrated sometimes. don't let all this affect you."
I don't know if this is meant for me. But even if it isn't, I shall steal it and use it for myself... hahahaha. I hope Claudia doesn't mind. She still doesn't know this blog's URL.

9:50 pm