on my way

21 November 2006

I wonder why everyone is getting so upset. Or, I wonder why they are getting so upset and not letting things go. I used to look up to them in some aspects. Now I don't look down on them, but I keep them at arm's length. It's a little hard to love people this way, but let me just reiterate that it's up to the person to decide whether he or she wants to accept love.

I also wonder why people keep coming up with the same old insults all the time. So boring. The F-word should be used to accentuate an insult, not to dominate it. I would show you an example, but I won't for the sake of censorship and being clean-mouthed/fingered. And I never (except for a couple of slips) use that word already anyway. Remember back in lower sec when my language was so foul and idiotic? Haha... I feel kind of happy for myself now.

Alright, let's have an actual weblog post for once. It's nice to return to Jurong West. John and his cell group seemed to be following us everywhere (haha, or is it us following them?). I'm pleasantly surprised that Christian still remembers me. The whole meeting seemed so short. Is it a sign of progress, or a sign of being physically used to all these events? I don't know. I want to progress, but it's not easy. It feels like trying to run through a Cambodian minefield. Oh yeah, John told everyone about the Bape hoody! Darn. Now the element of surprise is diminished. It was nice to wear our new kicks to be baptised at Jurong West though. Woohoo!

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