on my way

21 December 2006

Oh man, my phone broke yesterday. Short-circuited actually, due to the rain. It was nice walking in the rain though. Especially when this really cute neighbour of mine suddenly appears out of nowhere and offers me an umbrella. Her umbrella actually. So I shared it with her. She was pretty chatty too, considering the weather she was walking home in. Ah... rainy nights.

I got my pay today! Yeah! Jane ordered pizza. Jane rocks, although I dread her presence in the office due to the tideous work she gives me.

Band concert was pretty interesting. There were FOUR conductors altogether. I don't know if that's common in most orchestral concerts, but it seems like quite a lot of conductors to me. The band played well, although there were a handful of hairy moments (as far as my untrained ears can hear).

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I don't understand why some things don't happen. Is it God's way of telling me that I'm not there yet? Or is He telling me that I'm supposed to take another path? Or is it simply the result of human workings? My heart feels with a carnal hunger. I try to tell myself that I am still doing works for the kingdom, but I still feel inadequate. Is it dryness? Is it fleshliness? The answer lies in that leather-bound book... the hard part is extracting it from the hundreds of pages within, and hammering it into my head.

Now Playing: The Killers - Mr Brightside

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