on my way

21 December 2006

Some people have so much pride it makes me sick. Everyone has a certain amount of it, but this person is really over the top. A thinly veiled excuse of "God is good" when it so resembles self-worship. Please la, you think your stupid "experiences" with a bunch of people (who, according to your description, are just like you anyway) are enough to justify your behaviour? Or are you just giving excuses to draw attention to yourself, or to avoid anything that has to do with discipline?

If you dislike the idea of organisation so much, WHY LIVE IN SINGAPORE? Go and live in the African savannah, where you can run free with your stupid idea of "god", while slandering, cursing and inflating your ego to the size of our sun. God and His purpose for us is not for YOU to determine. You think your English is so good don't you? Well, ever heard of this word called "blasphemy"? Oh sorry, you probably haven't heard of antinomianism either, so it can't be helped that you don't.

You call us holier-than-thou when, in fact, you're the one practically raising yourself up to the same level as God with your lame self-crafted ideals.

Forget it. I don't feel like applying for that place anymore. I really respect Val for being able to put up with the ya-ya papayas that opt for that course. I feel like puking now, and I doubt it's the pizza that Jane ordered for us today.

1:20 am