on my way

31 October 2007

My dad got me a fresh Jordan brand cap. It's tight (as in, tyyyyte). Kind of enjoyed today. Just one more seam and one more waistband before I'm finally done with apparel production 1. Went for CDS with Kevin, and made friends there with Ivy and Ziyang. Two freshmen and two seniors. Hohoho. Really funny class. A little disappointed that I didn't get to dance today.

It feels awkward to post what's in my heart, now that my blog has quite a lot more publicity than before... but I shall try my best. I'm thankful for those people who have said they'll stand by me. Although I probably don't show it, but it really touched my heart. You all know who you are...

I really enjoyed being with this group of people. I feel uninhibited. But I have to apologise, for spacing out so much, for not telling anyone how I feel about anything.

Now Playing: Faye Wong - Eyes On Me

Why do people depend on each other? Eventually, they will leave. Sometimes, it's not their choice. But ultimately, it hurts all the same. When you felt you could have someone to turn to, when you felt you could have comfort... and then one day you realise no one's there anymore. I don't want that to happen again. People say I should talk more. Talking less makes everyone think 'Junji is such an unfriendly and boring guy... let's not talk to him", which makes my life easier actually... I thought I wanted to be close to people. Recently, I've been forced to remember that I'm afraid of being too close, too comfortable... even though I yearn for it. I'm going to play some PS2 now... it'll stop me from thinking for a while.

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