on my way

09 November 2007

I wonder when people will stop hiding things from me concerning my behaviour and just tell me... instead of keeping it in until a convenient time when it could be used to show what a lousy guy I am. They know that I tend to come up with blunt comments, and that's my fault... so why don't they tell me? They enjoy attacking me all at once is it? Attacking me when I'm down? Saving the 'best' for last?

Is it everyone's duty to make sure I feel wrong? They say everyone's imperfect. So I guess I'm the most imperfect, coming back to affirm how wrong I am when it's supposed to be over. Why? I guess I just have this face and personality that everyone loves to hate. Since people keep finding faults with me, since they would rather not talk to me, since I don't want to belong to some segregationist clan, since they tell me something nice but in the end nothing changes.

The most hurtful thing is they think I don't care. They think that I'm out to get them. I don't attack people. I only defend myself. You know, there's a difference between a passing comment and a serious statement. Sorry if you can't differentiate between the two.

Reader, if you think I'm arrowing you... guess what, I'm not. You're not the only one.

It's getting out of control
I'm backing down this time
I don't wanna fight
I don't care who's right

Now Playing: Jennifer Lopez - Wrong When You're Gone

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