on my way

22 August 2007

My appetite suddenly peaked today. I actually ate two bowls' worth of minced fish noodles, and had milk and yoghurt after that. Not considering the chocolates I had right before the noodles. Maybe because the weight of that project is over and I haven't been eating all that much recently.

It is said that Paul had an unknown limp, a thorn in his side, that he walked with for a better portion of his life. I remember Pastor Kong mentioning this, and of course, Jacob's case before... I think I know what my limp is. It's rather disheartening, but I am still honoured and happy to simply serve God with my time, my tongue, my good works, my money and my dance.

8:38 pm

05 August 2007

Aww. I didn't get in. Didn't even make it past the first round. Kenny told us he was looking more for dancers with potential than skilled dancers. Then again I'm not exactly skilled. Maybe I wasn't on the beat. Maybe doing my freestyle entirely in locking wasn't such a good idea. Maybe I should have looked up more during the freestyle. Maybe my arms and legs were too long. Maybe I just didn't want it enough (I felt strangely calm throughout the whole thing).

But you know, it's over already, so forget that. I still thank God that I am in TPDE, the best dance group in Singapore (to me, hehe). So maybe I'm supposed to rise up there. Maybe Gin purposely told Ryan and Kenny that I shouldn't be in. I don't know. So many maybes. So many excuses. But it doesn't end here. Dance doesn't have to be my ministry... it can be my destiny though. Gonna have fun on Tuesday... sessioning! Oh yeah, thanks for the tag, John.

HERE I COME CHILDREN'S CHURCH!

Ronan Keating feat. Kate Rusby - All Over Again

Turn down the light, turn up the radio
There's a fire in your eyes, and its keeping me warm
Hold on to me like it was yesterday,
When we both felt our spirits collide

I remember the moment, being struck down by lightning
Since the first time I saw your face, and you smiled
Come and lay down with me
Fill the space that's between us
Feel the magic that keeps love alive

This time, can be like the first time
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start...
All over again

Just like the first time that you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile, your touch, your taste,
It turns me on and on and on,
That I fall in love with you,
All over again

Come and step through the stars,
Take a ride though the universe
As long as we're here, lets take this whole thing in

What I'm trying to say,
Is that you are so beautiful
Let me say it, all over again

This time can be like the first time,
Close your eyes and soon you'll be there
No man could ever guess what you're feeling,
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start...
All over again

Just like the first time that you touched my skin,
All over again I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile, your touch, your taste,
It turns me on and on and on
That I fall in love with you,
And I fall in love with you,
I keep falling in love with you
All over again...

3:11 pm

02 August 2007

So blessed to have my aunt and uncle come from the Philippines. I'm glad they made it through the heavy flooding in Manila last year. My aunt bought my mother a purse for her birthday. From Hermes. That's right folks, my mother is now the proud owner of a turquoise (kind of looks like the trademark Tiffany & Co.'s Tiffany Blue colour, except a little greener) Hermes purse. And I'm the proud owner of a nice brown leather air walk bag and AUDIO-TECHNICA HEADPHONES (mine are the black ones). Um. Well. I bought those myself.

That aside... school is starting to feel less on-end now and more meaningful. Not looking forward to textile manipulation (who in the world still wears tie-dye clothes?!). Luckily, textile fundamentals is at least somewhat interesting and fulfilling, thanks to Berni. But even she has problems keeping the class awake in the cool and dark of the classroom. Not her fault, the environment is just plain sedative.

Project O auditions on Sunday. It is all up to God now. Hope I can get some last minute tips from Raazmy.

1:29 am